Motivational Mondays

Does anyone else have a MoMondays in their city?  It's awesome motivational talks from real people!  Check it out: http://momondays.com/

Since this is indeed a Monday, I thought I'd share some of my current motivation.

As you've learned, I'm very overweight.  If we're being honest, my manfriend is also slightly overweight, but I think he's the hottest thing on two legs :)  He loves me for who I am, not for how many (or few) extra pounds I have hanging on to my frame.  Often, when I'm feeling low, I wonder how he could love someone who is as large as I am.  I guess this speaks to my lack of self-love more than anything!

I want my manfriend to have a hot partner.  I don't need to be super skinny, but under my (thick) layers there is a hot body waiting to come out.  The manfriend has never seen me below about 260lbs.  I'd ideally like to be almost 100 pounds lighter than that!  I WANT him to show me off.  I WANT to know that he thinks I'm sexy.  I WANT to be able to fit on the back of his motorcycle.

So that's the current motivation.  99% of why I'm doing this is for me, but this little snippet is for him.

HAWT ;)